Six Poems
Simon Perchik
You dead must think this acorn
will collect you in a circle
the way some cloud
once collided with the Earth
its still raining :the pieces
trying to finish it off
you like to hear the story
that has no place else to go
will bring you to the surface
though this hillside is still battered
by stones and you have to count out loud
on your fingers the evenings
the drop by drop till all thats left
is the sun you dont have to ask
how it happened.
You listen just to keep warm
and each morning you hear
the same darkness, are sure the sun too
has cooled, that a single tree
rebuilds this cemetery
carries the gene for water
brings back the child
who took its first breath from water
where there was nothing
though there are voices that never dry
that want only each other, seated
around a small fire, shielded
from the wind by stones
you dead want the Earth
to yourselves, blown out the sky
falling in one solid piece :a thunderclap
half marble, half for leverage
moving you closer, making room
drifting, staring, cold.
*
Without a ripple this jetty
full steam and though whales
will clear their throat
the gull cant hear its next
struts on bedrock that already
twice a day surfaces
spits out the cooling skim
from molten iron and salt
you dive into these rocks
for more light, more lift
and your feathers struggling
with that first shriek
that lasts forever in your sides
for a split second
you build a nest
as if seaweed never dries
the stench from open wounds
is nothing, claws and now a beak
no hands, nothing
only your arms know the plunge
from a soft, warm face
into her eyes and terrifying love
washed ashore, wait
wave after wave, expect
that sobbing tilt the Earth
never forgot by instinct
you hollow out this rock
into its painful seasons
face the same direction and fly.
*
This shallow dish dead center
though its glass is commonplace
shimmering into mist
its not the usual birth
or that fragrance still moist
from the womb, reaching out
to be born in the open
you cool this tea
the way every breath
divides in half then half again
and again till all thats left
is snow what you drink
already has your eyes, your lips
and between your hands
its scent ices over where once
there was nothing side to side
you darken this water as if the moon
still rocks the Earth asleep
you sip this darkness
let it stain your voice
your whispers frozen to the bottom.
*
You climb and these steps spread out
in those rings trees still carry
under their wings
you collect height
and at night two at a time
though the steps are chipped
the inscriptions worn away
staring off to the side
they will be first
spruced back to life
and at the top you move the sun back
crosswinds cant be trusted
always on the run, raging inside
close to your throat
you carry up the dust
the Earth turned away, step by step
this wall all there is to lead you safely
against her eyes already hollowed out
as if in all this stone
theres no place to lie down
no room for your hand
that suddenly will open
and over your lips the stars
breathing down, count for nothing.
*
On a pedestal yet, naked
though its the light from stars
lifted shoulder to shoulder
you sift this snow
as if a lone flake was imbedded
trapped in the shallow breath
when her heart shut down
path by path
you wear the sharp gloves
every mourner fills with stones
carves from the Earth
another marker, the kind you roll
over and over your lips
so nothing escapes the bitter snow
to open or answer or wait.
*
This spider has it made
settles in the way each nightfall
tightens around the sun
then eats it dry
though these branches
are not that organized, their leaves
escape beside evenings
darkened with graveyard marble
already moonlight and no turning back
you bring it a small blossom
half loneliness, half stone
to breathe for you
lowered into this web
broken open as if its roots
could reach out, tighter and tighter
swallow the Earth whole
and along each path sift
for this stone no longer struggling.
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